Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

I'm hungry... Actually, I've been hungry for more than 3 months now (yan ang feeling ng isang taong nagda-diet). Started dieting mainly because of Michelle's wedding and then I realized that we'll be going to Palawan come May so I decided to just continue with my "less rice" diet. Now, I'm even exercising! Yeah, you heard it right pipz, I am now exercising. Not the super serious exercise thingee, just a 15 to 20 minute low impact workout at home before I take my bath. Hopefully, that would make a difference before the Palawan trip, bwehehehe! Kinda excited kasi ako sa trip na yun 'coz that trip actually jump starts my travel plans for the whole year. So yeah, I'll be going to Palawan this coming May, then by September I'll be going to Laoag and come December, I'll be flying to Dumaguete, Bohol and Siquijor. I wanna see the rest of the Philippines before I get married... WTF, where did that came from?!!! So yes, I do have plans to walk down that proverbial aisle (just not that long of an aisle my dear Michelle, I almost fell off my face 'coz I was laughing while walking down that red carpet).

So what's going down with my life these past few weeks? Haven't been updating here 'coz I'm having a heck of a time organizing words in my head to come up with a decent post. COme to think of it, I have dozens of discarded drafts for would-be updates but I never did get to finish any one of them. Composing an entry nowadays is like listening to recordings of calls submitted to us for issuance of NTE - PAINFUL! Painful in such a way that you want to stop listening to the call because you're having a hard time understanding what the agent is saying and would like to jump in and say, "this is how you say it so you get your point accross". Argh... see, my thoughts are just all over the place! I thought, maybe, I just need a full weekend for myself ('coz for the past few weekends I've been going home to Manila and essentialy not getting any rest out of my supposedly "rest days") here in Pampanga and do nothing but sleep so I could get back my penchant for writing. But given the jumbled up state of my thoughts, I guess that one weekend is not enough. Let's see if by next week I can come up with a more decent post than this one.

Since I can' t up with good updates about my life, I'll leave you guys with something I saw from someone else's blog (was doing a bit of blog hopping when I stumbled upon these "quotes" - dunno who owns the blog though):

"This is for those girls, who fell back in love with a guy, only to get hurt all over again..."

"This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist."

"When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it."

"One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will."

Does these "quotes" apply to me right now? Well, not really... I'm good with that part of my life right now. I've accepted the fact that he will just be a friend... only a friend from now on. Just want to post these "quotes" here to remind myself that I once went through all that crappy, crying, almost down and out stage of my life but I eventually passed them and I'm now doing just fine.