Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Monday, March 28, 2005
NR...NR...NR...
I beginning to hate the situation I'm currently in right now! I do not know what is happening... Don't know if he's really busy or he's just ignoring me. In short 'no reaction" lang talaga siya sa akin! Or maybe I missed something and would need to learn to "read between the lines". Maybe this is his way of saying... "I'm done with you!" and "I'm done with us!" But since I'm a little bit scared to ask him right now, I'm just gonna let this hang for a while. So in the meantime, I'm going to concentrate on ME. How's that for a change?
But wait, somebody replied:
Live and let live, right? All we ever wanted is a shot at happiness and true love...
But wait, somebody replied:
"Ei, kgicing ko lng. Bz rin d2 ngayn bgong lipat eh. Xpect pa nla mkapglaunch ngOh well, is that an excuse or what? I'm really getting tired of this. Maybe you really want out but just doesn't have the guts to tell me straight out? Don't worry about me, I'm gonna be fine if ever that happens. I may cry at first but I know for sure that I'm gonna be okay.
operatn. Ingat n lng po dyan."
Live and let live, right? All we ever wanted is a shot at happiness and true love...
lizzieloves, 6:30:00 AM
| link
| 0 comments
|
Friday, March 25, 2005
Officially...
Yep, I'm officially starting my diet (for the nth time!). But I intend to really stick to this thingee this time... PROMISE!!! I definitely don't like what I'm seeing in the mirror... It's not good for my self-esteem. Maybe that guy was right after all... Let's see shall we?
So as of today, no more...
..."World Chicken" after shift.
...eating donuts while working.
...Strawberry Float of McDonald's before shift!!!
...Peach Mango Pie of Jollibee.
...unnecessary nibbling while working on emails.
...extra rice please.
...Caramel Frappuccino and ensaymada at Starbucks!
...bringing home of junk foods at home for my restdays.
...12 to 14 hour sleep during my restdays.
...sodas.
...eating while watching TV.
...chocolates.
...extra mayo for my french fries.
...and the list goes on and on and on and on.
So excuse my grumpiness people. I'm trying to loose weight here.
So as of today, no more...
..."World Chicken" after shift.
...eating donuts while working.
...Strawberry Float of McDonald's before shift!!!
...Peach Mango Pie of Jollibee.
...unnecessary nibbling while working on emails.
...extra rice please.
...Caramel Frappuccino and ensaymada at Starbucks!
...bringing home of junk foods at home for my restdays.
...12 to 14 hour sleep during my restdays.
...sodas.
...eating while watching TV.
...chocolates.
...extra mayo for my french fries.
...and the list goes on and on and on and on.
So excuse my grumpiness people. I'm trying to loose weight here.
lizzieloves, 8:46:00 AM
| link
| 0 comments
|
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
This is for You
All Cried Out
All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I’m slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Don’t you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
‘Cause I’m tired of your lies
All I needed was a simple hello
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you – You leave me so confused
Now I’m all cried out, over you
Cryin’ over you, yeah
Never wanted to see things your way
Had to go astray
Oh why was I such a fool (why was I such a fool)
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home?
How could I be so wrong?
Leaving me all alone
Don’t you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance of these flames
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (So sorry baby)
Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you’ve collected
I gave you all of me (gave you all of me)
How was I to know
You would weaken so easily
I don’t know what to do (I don’t know what to do)
Now I’m all cried out (all cried out)
Over you
I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you
You left me so confused
Now I’m all cried out
Now I’m all cried out
Over you
(Allure & 112)
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I’m slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Don’t you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
‘Cause I’m tired of your lies
All I needed was a simple hello
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you – You leave me so confused
Now I’m all cried out, over you
Cryin’ over you, yeah
Never wanted to see things your way
Had to go astray
Oh why was I such a fool (why was I such a fool)
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home?
How could I be so wrong?
Leaving me all alone
Don’t you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance of these flames
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (So sorry baby)
Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you’ve collected
I gave you all of me (gave you all of me)
How was I to know
You would weaken so easily
I don’t know what to do (I don’t know what to do)
Now I’m all cried out (all cried out)
Over you
I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you
You left me so confused
Now I’m all cried out
Now I’m all cried out
Over you
(Allure & 112)
Yeah, this is really for you... I really feel this way (right now). Why do we always have to be this way? I'm sooooo tired of always feeling like this . Will we ever be truly happy with one another? Can we ever trust each other like before? Why can't we just say sorry and start all over again? By the way, do you still love me? I so wanted to know... You never did gave me your answer before. Do we always have to second-guess each other? Don't you ever get tired of this situation? How can we go on like this? For how long? And how far are we willing to stay like this? Do you still like me? Or are you just playin' along? Or am I just being pathetic again?
Can you please put an end to this misery? 'Coz I don't like this one bit! But you know what? I do love you... So it's really up to you to put an end to this, 'coz I'll never let you go if I do not have to. It's now your turn...
lizzieloves, 1:02:00 PM
| link
| 0 comments
|
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Happy Birthday 'Lil Bro
Wish you were here... Yup, I do miss you my 'lil bro... Just study hard okay?
lizzieloves, 1:21:00 PM
| link
| 0 comments
|
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
'Yoko Na...
I really wanna give up but I don't know how. Could somebody tell me what to do do, where to go and how to act. I don't wanna think, just want to feel oblivion, even for a little bit of time each day. Is that too much to ask?
I'm tired...may I rest for a little while?
I'm tired...may I rest for a little while?
lizzieloves, 1:44:00 PM
| link
| 0 comments
|
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Picture Archive of a "Camera-Shy" Gal
TIMEZONE BUDDIES - house of the dead, anyone?
OFFICE BUDDIES - fooling around...as always!!!
CHRISTMAS PARTY - shangri-la, makati
BESTFRIEND - kinda obvious, right?
p.s. i'm really camera-shy, just so you know...
OFFICE BUDDIES - fooling around...as always!!!
CHRISTMAS PARTY - shangri-la, makati
BESTFRIEND - kinda obvious, right?
p.s. i'm really camera-shy, just so you know...
lizzieloves, 10:52:00 AM
| link
| 0 comments
|
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Gripes!!!
lizzieloves, 12:40:00 PM
| link
| 0 comments
|
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
i'm just me...
Okay so I'm at "it" again... Feeling sorry for myself...again!!! Real good of me, right? Actually, I'm thinking of revising my opinion of myself...
...to be continued - I don't think I have the energy this morning to write all the things I feel.
P.S.
saw this when i was doing my usual blog-hopping thingee: "maging masaya naman tayo kahit isang araw lang... kakapagod kasi.."
...to be continued - I don't think I have the energy this morning to write all the things I feel.
P.S.
saw this when i was doing my usual blog-hopping thingee: "maging masaya naman tayo kahit isang araw lang... kakapagod kasi.."
lizzieloves, 8:29:00 AM
| link
| 0 comments
|
a collection of random thoughts, gathered from past and present experiences...
JustMe
- current
- May 2004
- June 2004
- July 2004
- August 2004
- September 2004
- October 2004
- November 2004
- December 2004
- January 2005
- February 2005
- March 2005
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
- July 2005
- August 2005
- September 2005
- October 2005
- November 2005
- December 2005
- January 2006
- February 2006
- March 2006
- April 2006
- May 2006
- February 2007
- April 2007
- May 2007
- July 2007
- January 2008
- March 2008
- May 2008
- June 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- January 2009
- February 2009
- March 2009
- April 2009
- May 2009
- June 2009
Archive
enter at your OWN risk
ShoutOuts
WhatIsTheTimeNow?
CuteStuff
TheOtherSide
PoweredBy
