Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Friday, December 30, 2005

first try

This is my first post from home! Yehey!!! I was finally able to buy my very first PC... I know it's just a very small thing but this is still a first for me. Thanks to my mom for helping me out though. But using dial-up is oh so tiring! How I wish my mom would "authorize" a DSL connection (yeah right!). Will just have to wait for my bro to finish his studies so we could split the charges...

Gotta go. Only checking this one out!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

changes and more changes

we're nearing the end of the year... goodbye 2005! goodbye to all the bad things that happened to me!!! will be starting a whole new phase of my life. i'll be starting my new job and will be moving to our new house. so guys, i have a new address... not that i'll be advertising the address here. actually, i don't even know our exact address. basta malayo yun! kaya goodbye na rin to gimmicks around ortigas, timog and makati area.

anyways, i'm going back to an HR position. this means: no more calls for me. no more irate customers and no more "Hi! My name is Beth. Can I have your domain name or User ID please?" spiel. hello paperwork and filing nga lang. pero okay lang naman, at least i could now concentrate on my career path and goals. i promise to do good on this job so i could apply for a higher position. no more, "bahala na" attitude" for this gal.

also, i finally moved most of my stuff to the new house out there. my gosh, i never did imagine how much stuff i was able to keep over the past 3 years! that made packing a lot harder than i thought. plus, i got sick because of all the dust that accumulated because i was so tamad to clean my room for the past months! oh well, at least i finally was able to find all the things that i would need... the documents that i needed to keep and the little knick-knacks that i would (in the very near future) be including in my very own scrapbook. so excited about my new room na rin! at least now i get to really fix it up 'coz i have a feeling i'll be staying there for a loooong time!

i really wanna write a long entry but i'm having a hard time putting into words all the stuff in my head. maybe next year, when i've finally managed to settle down and just be happy because i am me.

at kahit late na ito, i'm still gonna post it here:

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

Friday, December 23, 2005

nearing the end...

nearing the end of my shift... this means that i am also nearing the end of my stay here in PS. can't wait to do the "end shift.release.resign" thingy. its not that i don't have any fond memories here and would want to erase the whole time that i was here in my memory... i would always miss the friends that i met during my almost two years stay. won't be mentioning names anymore... you guys know who you are. and to all of you, just wanna say this: "Thanks much for the memories. Will never forget the ups and downs we all went through and will always treasure the friendship we have managed to make." please keep in touch. you know how to contact me ayt?

but ain't life good... if there are endings there would always be a new beginning. by next year i'll be starting a whole new episode in my life. just hoping that this move will bring out the best in me. no more dilly-dallying. no more maybe's. and most of all no more sad endings and goodbyes... just a joyful hello to whatever comes my way.

ps. to brat: will miss you much my dear. you know that you would always have a special place in my heart. please do not hesitate to contact me whenever you want. i promise to always be there for you. take care of the babe... love yah girl!

Monday, December 19, 2005

my current obsession

...late na even for me, but it is just now that I am focusing on these things:

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

my handwriting

my song...

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

"But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on"

In 2005, you moved on.
What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

lapit na po...

christmas is definitely in the air... was i naughty or nice? definitely nice... right?

this christmas is a bit different for me... no more... oh pooh, let's not get into that anymore. at finally nagsawa na ako! yipee!!! yes rosario, there would always be a "twinge" whenever i hear "what's his name" but i'm okay na. and i'm not just saying this to make myself believe. super accepted ko na po... promise!

oh well, good for me naman ang nangyari... shopping galore me... for myself! yehey...!!!

ngaps, i wanna wish ivan and cai a lasting and meaningful marriage. i'm truly happy for you guys. basta, don't make the brat cry...

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

"updates and then some"

I'm back to the blogging world but only for a little while. Nothing much to say... Nah, just feeling oh so lazy these past few days. I'd better get a makeover real fast to compensate my lack of interest in life nowadays. Still feeling a bit blue... Can't shake the feeling that I'm missing something big time. The big problem is I dunno what exactly am I missing!

So in an effort to get out of this mood, I started doin' something for myself (this time). Took the time to visit my fave spa and salon to treat myself to a haircut (I now have bangs!) and of course the requisite foot spa, mani/pedi and of course (the ultimate "get-me-upper") a massage. Heaven!!! How I wish I also have at least two weeks of vacation to go with those stuff.

Gotta go... Have to rush to the mall to buy something pa... Promise to write a "real" update next time. Mwah!!!
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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more