Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Two Weeks and Counting...

It's been two weeks since that DAY and I'm still here, thank God for small miracles! Came across this song - Fall For You by Shanice and for the first time I liked a song that is not about breaking up. It made me wish for the time when I would be able to sing this song someone. Wishful thinking at this time, that much I know, but one must never loose the ability to dream, right?

Shanice - Fall For You Lyrics

There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart
Well I can visualize the pieces of a dream
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, It's you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny
I've been in love, a time or two I
've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly, and spread my wings
Don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live, and take a chance
I'm not afraid, to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too
I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Cause I want this thing to work not fall apart
So I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure
I have every expectation that it's true
Cause my heart won't lie to me much less to you
But if truth be told its you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny
To the mountain snow that melts into the stream
My heart flows like the river to the sea
To the heavens up above
I pray to God our destiny is love

They say time is the great healer, I'm beginning to think this is true. I still have my moments of sadness, when I think of how much I lost... but then again maybe God has other plans for me. Maybe, he allowed me to meet him 'coz without him I may never learn to love the way I loved him. I gave my all to him but it still wasn't enough. I now know, that no matter how hard I hold on to him, it was no use 'coz it should have been a two-way street but it was never that way for us. And now, I have to move on... It's hard starting over but this is what I need to do right now. The time had come for me to finally accept that it really OVER and no matter how much I wish for all of this to be just a bad dream it's not gonna change my reality.

Pero pakshet naman, bakit ang hirap mong kalimutan?!!!

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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more