This is the day when I stopped dreaming and started to join the real world. No more, waiting and no more looking for the truth...
To you:
Thank you for telling me the truth about you and me. You just don't know how much it means to me. I loved and will still love you but I'm gonna move on. In time, I will forget you. I'll forget this feeling that left me feeling whole but at the same time had caused too much pain. But I don't ever regret meeting and feeling this way 'coz you made feel alive and loved before... And for that I will always be thankful to you. The ending may not be the ending that I envisioned it to be but life still goes on. Time will not stop just because I'm hurting right now. I've accepted the fact that it's finally time to move on. Thank you for the memories and all the things you have thought me. But memory lane is now officially CLOSED!
To myself:
Please accept the fact that you're now alone. You're strong enough to accept this... Always remember that in time you're gonna feel better and be able to love again. Just don't forget the lessons you have learned in your journey that has just ended. Always keep them locked up in that special place where it won't have the power to hurt you. Also, always remember what your mom told you... "there is a reason why God placed the brain on top of the heart..." You may be hurting right now but that pain will pass... just give it time. You're not a computer that could just delete all the hurtful things in your life. Know that not all things comes easily but they will come... in God's time. Be patient and you would still get that chance to be happy forever and ever. Just not now.
To those who would be reading this post:
Do not worry about me... I may be sad for the coming days but its just me trying to deal with what had just happened. I may not smile for a while but someday I'm gonna learn to smile again.