Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Sunday, May 08, 2005

OVER.

This is the day when I stopped dreaming and started to join the real world. No more, waiting and no more looking for the truth...

To you:

Thank you for telling me the truth about you and me. You just don't know how much it means to me. I loved and will still love you but I'm gonna move on. In time, I will forget you. I'll forget this feeling that left me feeling whole but at the same time had caused too much pain. But I don't ever regret meeting and feeling this way 'coz you made feel alive and loved before... And for that I will always be thankful to you. The ending may not be the ending that I envisioned it to be but life still goes on. Time will not stop just because I'm hurting right now. I've accepted the fact that it's finally time to move on. Thank you for the memories and all the things you have thought me. But memory lane is now officially CLOSED!

To myself:

Please accept the fact that you're now alone. You're strong enough to accept this... Always remember that in time you're gonna feel better and be able to love again. Just don't forget the lessons you have learned in your journey that has just ended. Always keep them locked up in that special place where it won't have the power to hurt you. Also, always remember what your mom told you... "there is a reason why God placed the brain on top of the heart..." You may be hurting right now but that pain will pass... just give it time. You're not a computer that could just delete all the hurtful things in your life. Know that not all things comes easily but they will come... in God's time. Be patient and you would still get that chance to be happy forever and ever. Just not now.

To those who would be reading this post:

Do not worry about me... I may be sad for the coming days but its just me trying to deal with what had just happened. I may not smile for a while but someday I'm gonna learn to smile again.

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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more