I feel like I'm in limbo. I don't know whether I am floating up or falling down with all that is happening right now in my personal life. One would say that I am happy or just feeling giddy or if one is pessimistic, one could say that I am feeling the after effects if being so high (last night!). As of 6:42PM today, I have not heard from the one person that I would like to hear from. Maybe, what happened then was mere fluke and that I was taken for a ride, big time if I may say so! Maybe, you never meant what you said... Why is that when I have finally made up my mind you will do things on the contrary? Can you make up your mind once and for all? 'Coz I already have a decision.. I am ready to take another step but are you really there to take that step with me?