Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Monday, February 02, 2009
A New Week
Or should I say, a new phase in my life? I finally realized this weekend that there is no use holding on to the past. The past will just be the past and it will stay there because it does not have any place in the present and future. Also, even if you try your very best to not let go of the past you will never be able to drag the past in your present life. This should not be new to me as I have been struggling with this dilemma for quite some time now. My problem actually lies with the fact that I am still hoping that someday my past will be my future or at the very least my present (instant gratification). However, over the past weekend I finally decided and accepted that I should fully let go of all that crap because it's just crap. No matter how much I wish or hope for it, I know that I will never be able to get what I want in regard to that. Yeah, I should have done this realization thing way earlier than just last weekend but I am just that type of gal who have trouble letting go. I need to really stand by my decisions and see it through until the finish line. So to all that crap... GOODBYE. I will now live my life in the here and now. All of those things would not in any way affect how I live my life now because I am much happier now. I have achieved what I haven't achieved then. I finally realized that I really can do it. That I have what it takes to turn my life around and be able to take on problems head on without crumbling down. So yesterday will be the last day I am going to make all that an issue. TODAY is the day... the day that I will never look back anymore because the past will just be the past.
lizzieloves, 10:09:00 AM
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