Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Is This For Real?
You said that you love me and I don't know how to process that... By process, I meant, do I actually believe you or not. My belief in other people (okay, guys in general) is more less not there. Yeah, I think that is something I really have to work out if I wanna get my "happily ever after" eventually. But, honestly do you really feel that way? One reason why I find that hard to believe is because we not been, really, talking for a long time already and now you're gonna tell me that. Hmmm, that, I think, is just so hard to believe.
You asked me a question, that you said is answerable by just a "yes" or "no", however I hope you really understood why I cannot answer immediately. There's just so many things to consider. In all honestly, I want to say "yes", 'coz I've been waiting for this for a long time now, but I now find out that what you are offering me is not enough and I want more. Yeah, I am a selfish little bitch who just wants to have it all. Hopefully, you'll hang in there for a little while until I finally make up my mind. I am hoping that this is not just a "phase" and that I am now your rebound girl because I want to have that chance. Just a shot with happiness again, is that too much to ask?
You asked me a question, that you said is answerable by just a "yes" or "no", however I hope you really understood why I cannot answer immediately. There's just so many things to consider. In all honestly, I want to say "yes", 'coz I've been waiting for this for a long time now, but I now find out that what you are offering me is not enough and I want more. Yeah, I am a selfish little bitch who just wants to have it all. Hopefully, you'll hang in there for a little while until I finally make up my mind. I am hoping that this is not just a "phase" and that I am now your rebound girl because I want to have that chance. Just a shot with happiness again, is that too much to ask?
lizzieloves, 6:29:00 AM
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