Can I please cry for a minute or two? I don't know but I am feeling quite invincible right now. Am I really here or am I just a figment of their imagination? Maybe I am just a non-entity who is very dispensible. I know that I just wrote yesterday that I am going to just grin and bear it but that's not who I am. However, I will be silent for I do not have the capability (right now) to fight all of these battles on my own. But I will do something about this... Maybe in a month or two I could go back to Manila so that all of these would just stop. And maybe, all the static in my brain will finally cease and I will be whole again.