Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Just a few hours away...
I kinda feel a bit sad right now 'coz I'm going back to Pampanga in just a few hours. The long vacation (12 days to be exact) is near it's end. Back to work for me, which also means that I'm going back to the night shift! Argh! I so love the mid shift but I was told that they want be back on the night shift so there.
Anyways, I'm gonna miss a lot of things when I go back to Pampanga. But I know that I will definitely miss my parents and my brother. I don't know, but I usually feel this whenever I have to leave our house after a long vacation. Like before, when I was still studying in Baguio... Whenever I have to back to Baguio after the sem break or Christmas break, I usually feel so sad when it's time to say goodbye to my parents and my brother 'coz school's gonna start again. I remember that I used to cry at the bus going back to Baguio. Dunno, but I have this separation anxiety thingee going on whenever I have to say goodbye, and maybe that is the reason why I really suck at goodbyes! I guess, I just hate goodbyes 'coz goodbyes are synonymous to missing people. And i just do not like the feeling of missing somebody, of not being able to see that person regularly or not being able to talk, hug or kiss that somebody. And yes, I'm going of tangent now...
So back to my going to Pampanga and back to work... As I am saying before I'm going back to the night shift, which means that I have to sleep during the day again. This also means that I would be incommunicado again during the weekdays and Saturdays 'coz I'm asleep! So if you guys would like to speak to me, call or text me at night, unless I have meetings galore at that time I probably would answer or reply back.
There's another reason why I kinda don't want this vacation to end... I am fervently hoping that he would not bug (call, text or show his face) me when I go back there. Not that I hate him, I just do not like him and the things he said in my voice mail. It's kind of creeping me out. I hope he was just able to say those things because he was under the influence of alcohol, or he just sounds like he was under the influence of alcohol. But whatever the case may be, I am really hoping that it would all end NOW! Please!
Good thing, my brother's going with me tomorrow. I asked him to accompany me so I'll have somebody to help me adjust to the life back there. I just wish that would be enough.
Anyways, I'm gonna miss a lot of things when I go back to Pampanga. But I know that I will definitely miss my parents and my brother. I don't know, but I usually feel this whenever I have to leave our house after a long vacation. Like before, when I was still studying in Baguio... Whenever I have to back to Baguio after the sem break or Christmas break, I usually feel so sad when it's time to say goodbye to my parents and my brother 'coz school's gonna start again. I remember that I used to cry at the bus going back to Baguio. Dunno, but I have this separation anxiety thingee going on whenever I have to say goodbye, and maybe that is the reason why I really suck at goodbyes! I guess, I just hate goodbyes 'coz goodbyes are synonymous to missing people. And i just do not like the feeling of missing somebody, of not being able to see that person regularly or not being able to talk, hug or kiss that somebody. And yes, I'm going of tangent now...
So back to my going to Pampanga and back to work... As I am saying before I'm going back to the night shift, which means that I have to sleep during the day again. This also means that I would be incommunicado again during the weekdays and Saturdays 'coz I'm asleep! So if you guys would like to speak to me, call or text me at night, unless I have meetings galore at that time I probably would answer or reply back.
There's another reason why I kinda don't want this vacation to end... I am fervently hoping that he would not bug (call, text or show his face) me when I go back there. Not that I hate him, I just do not like him and the things he said in my voice mail. It's kind of creeping me out. I hope he was just able to say those things because he was under the influence of alcohol, or he just sounds like he was under the influence of alcohol. But whatever the case may be, I am really hoping that it would all end NOW! Please!
Good thing, my brother's going with me tomorrow. I asked him to accompany me so I'll have somebody to help me adjust to the life back there. I just wish that would be enough.
lizzieloves, 11:23:00 PM
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