Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Friday, March 21, 2008

'Yoko na sa iyo

Warning: Bitter rantings ahead!!!

What's up with you? Now you're treating me as a non-entity, whereas before you're smiling at me as if world peace depended on your smile! Oh well, I knew from the very beginning that we're a no go but why the heck are you so, so, so.....! Or maybe, all of what i thought I knew only existed on my mind and that I'm seeing what I only wanted to see. But you don't have to be so cruel! Maybe it's because of what happened last week?

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Yes or No?

I'm lost and confused. I really don't know what should be my next step... Will I go south or do I just go a bit north? But this is what I know: I so want that post now... where ever that would be. I want to take that next step because? Because I know that I could do it even if it's going to be outside my current comfort zone. Besides, I need that "little" push so I could prove to myself that I am worth my own "publicity". I think, it's time for me to dream a little but at the same time work on making that dream a reality.

So I think, it's a yes. I'm just hoping that it would also be a "yes" for the people who matters.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

I'm not really back...

Here I go again, trying to resurrect this blog that has long been neglected. As much as I would like to update this page regularly, I always don't have the time and energy to do so. Why? Well, first of all, blogger is blocked at the office. Second, after an average of 10 hours a day spent at work... all I can do is just crash at my bed and hope to have at least 6 hours sleep. Third, my internet connection at home is kinda not that reliable, I always get DC'ed. Fourth, I sometimes can't think of anything to write about, or lets just say, I can't think of something that I wanna write about and have others read it too. So basically, maintenance of this space is a luxury to me nowadays unless what I'm hoping to happen will happen in the next couple of months (I'm crossing my fingers on that one!).

So what are my updates? Hmmm, let's see...

* Still with the same old company - 2 years and 3 months now!
* Still with HR, just bigger responsibilities than when I first started
* Finally starting to meet up and connect with old friends again
* And then... that's for me to know na lang! hehehe
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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more