Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Sunday, November 30, 2008

For Now

I'm back, but not for long... Well for one, I really do not have time to update this blog and the fact that blogger is banned from the office makes updating a bit more difficult and let's not talk about my crappy internet connection here at home. Argh! But I really do miss writing here, especially during the times I wanna shout but cannot or when I wanna cry but will not allow myself to do so. Crap, crap, crap! Why oh why can I not do all the things that I want to do? Oh well, that's my reality for now, so I guess I have to make do with that for the time being. So here goes my way of trying to cram the past few months of my life...

* I have a roommate in my apartment. I decided that I don't want to pay that much for my rent (I'd rather spend the money on other things), hence the roommate. So far, so good. Hope it stays that way. Unless...

* I am now on a mid-shift schedule... finally! This is a big deal for me since I have been on night shift for almost 4 years now. I get to sleep when it is still literally dark outside. Plus, I could also , kinda, choose my own schedule and I'm using that to my advantage right now. Thank goodness for little miracles.

* I'm again on a diet! And I'm serious about this, really! Imagine me just eating a cup of rice a day... Well, I really have to do this since I'm gonna be a "maid of honor" at Michelle's wedding this coming March. Pressure!!!

* I'm now a big fan of Healthy Options since I Ms. Lanie introduced me to the store. I so love asking the sales person about their products which I end up buying anyway.

* We communicated... I never expected this one. I have to say I liked it up to some degree. The jury is still out as to whether it will do more good than bad in the long run. Right now I'm some kind of not liking it 'coz it messed up a whole lot of things in my life. But then again, it was still nice to know that you missed me. At least it wasn't just a one way thing.

Now I have to run. I'm off to the mall to spend some hard earned money... Lapit na Christmas eh!!!

Advance Happy Christmas to all!

lizzieloves, 9:17:00 AM

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For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more