Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
A New Place
I moved… to a new apartment. Yep, I’m no longer staying at the company’s so-called staff house. I’m no longer that overstaying employee who should have vacated the place 2 weeks after I transferred here in Pampanga. Well, at least I got to “save” on the rent and some bills for almost a month. But now, I’m on my own… and wow what a feeling.
As some of you know I first started working in Baguio, partly because I so love that place and partly because I wanna be “independent”, hence my first taste of apartment living. However, since my brother’s still studying there I wasn’t really on my own. But now, I can truly say that I am now on my own. No roommate to talk to when I’m bored, no brother to bug if I felt like bugging somebody and no parents who keeps track of my schedule.
Although I have yet to spend a whole week alone, I did spend last weekend there by myself. As expected I was so bored since I didn’t have a TV or a computer to watch or play with. So I had to be content with the books that I was able to buy and my middle of the night cleaning spree. After that, all I did was cook, eat what I just cooked and slept the day and night away. Since the place was new to me, I had to leave the lights on so that my overactive imagination would not imagine things that I am not supposed to imagine. Although I really have a hard time sleeping with the lights on I made myself sleep through that very bright ordeal (at home – at least back at my parents home – I sleep with all of the lights out, I even have to totally turn off the TV and DVD player just so I wont see any light coming from them). I dunno until when will I be trying to sleep with the lights on (scaredy cat me!). I might buy a night light just so I could get a decent sleep.
Hopefully, with this BIG move (a kinda new job and a new place all in the span of 43 days!), I can also begin a new “phase” in my life. If only I can unload some of my emotional baggage along the way then this year ought to be just right for me. So even if I still sometimes think of the “what ifs” in my life, I could still say that I have moved on... Yes, I have indeed moved on with my life and that is thanks to you.
As some of you know I first started working in Baguio, partly because I so love that place and partly because I wanna be “independent”, hence my first taste of apartment living. However, since my brother’s still studying there I wasn’t really on my own. But now, I can truly say that I am now on my own. No roommate to talk to when I’m bored, no brother to bug if I felt like bugging somebody and no parents who keeps track of my schedule.
Although I have yet to spend a whole week alone, I did spend last weekend there by myself. As expected I was so bored since I didn’t have a TV or a computer to watch or play with. So I had to be content with the books that I was able to buy and my middle of the night cleaning spree. After that, all I did was cook, eat what I just cooked and slept the day and night away. Since the place was new to me, I had to leave the lights on so that my overactive imagination would not imagine things that I am not supposed to imagine. Although I really have a hard time sleeping with the lights on I made myself sleep through that very bright ordeal (at home – at least back at my parents home – I sleep with all of the lights out, I even have to totally turn off the TV and DVD player just so I wont see any light coming from them). I dunno until when will I be trying to sleep with the lights on (scaredy cat me!). I might buy a night light just so I could get a decent sleep.
Hopefully, with this BIG move (a kinda new job and a new place all in the span of 43 days!), I can also begin a new “phase” in my life. If only I can unload some of my emotional baggage along the way then this year ought to be just right for me. So even if I still sometimes think of the “what ifs” in my life, I could still say that I have moved on... Yes, I have indeed moved on with my life and that is thanks to you.
lizzieloves, 5:20:00 AM
1 Comments:
huwaw! betchay i'm so proud of you!!! keep living the life and enjoy every moment of it!! see the world...explore and most of all ... love to the fullest!!! amishu girl!
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