I'm so losing my drive to work and perform better in the office... I know why... Just can't bring myself to write it down 'coz if I do write it down, I'd be forced to acknowledge that particular thought that has been running around in my mind lately. Not sure if I'm getting restless again... for the nth time! I mean, I should be happy and contented by now since I was able to transition back to HR work. But I'm still looking for something more... Unfortunately, I don't even know what that "something more" really is or where I could find it.
Then again, I may have just bitten more than I could swallow... There's just an insane amount of work that needs to be done and I can't seem to finish all of them. I've been spending most of my time in the office trying to finish all my deliverables but I still feel like I'm not making much progress. I want a clean slate once again...