Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Monday, April 24, 2006

A L M O S T T H E R E . . . . .

Summer's here! Sadly, I don't have time to go to the beach. Yeah, I'm stuck at the office dealing with stuff that other people doesn't care about. Not that I'm not happy with the present arrangement... I am. I mean, I never did like swimming (even though I don't know how to swim - go figure!) in the sea 'coz of the itching it eventually brings (to me at least). Besides, I was never fond of the heat that summer brings. Yes, I'm one of those individuals who always makes a beeline to the rooms (with AC of course) whenever I find myself at the beach. "KJ" of me I know but what the heck, its hot and I'm not happy with the heat so there. I just love going to the beach because of its ambience during the night. Hey, just think of the "walking-along-the-shoreline" thing at night. Of course, one should have a special somebody on hand for this kind of thing... So since I'm presently single AND available, I'm gonna pass on the beach for the meantime. At least at the office, we have free AC and web connection. Poor substitutes, but who am I to question that. Hopefully, by next summer I'm gonna see myself at the beach with... hehehe!

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Went to Ortigas today to meet up with the other members of Okasyon et al. It was our Annual Stockholders Meeting... Sadly, that meeting would be my first and LAST (well, not really) meeting with them. Yes, I've finally decided to get out of Okasyon et al. because of certain things. I'm definitely gonna miss them (Lynn, Case, Ate Anna, Raine and Ate Celle) but I have to move on... Move on to something that I really, really want. I realized that I cannot serve two "masters" at the same time and expect to be able to give my 100% to both of them. So I made up my mind so there. Now, I won't feel guilty whenever we have meeting ('coz there wont be any meetings to attend to) because my work schedule constantly conflicts with the events. I also don't need to sacrifice my much-needed sleep in order for me to finish my tasks for the company. Not that I hated doing those stuff for "O"... I actually loved it but I needed to decide. I don't wanna be a liability to the company... and at the rate I was going then... I'm rapidly becoming a liability to them. And THAT is something I hated. So, before I lose the friendship I somehow managed to form with the other members of the company, I decided to just get out. But would you guys still give me a discount when the time comes?

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And yes... I'm almost there.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

why?

why were you so sad? is it just me? am i reading it all wrong? i do hope i'm wrong though. all i want is for you to be happy my dear.
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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more