Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Monday, January 09, 2006

just nothing

i've been hooked up to the internet close to 6 hours now and i still cannot find the right words to write in here... maybe i'm just sooo emotionally and physically drained. or maybe i just don't wanna share the thoughts in my mind. not that i'm not happy right now. it's just so... heck, i could not even think of the right words to say!

so let me just give you guys random updates about my life:

WORK - so far i'm having a great time! no calls for me now! however, i'm still adjusting to HR work again. now i have to be nice to all the people around me 'coz that's kinda expected from us. gone are the days wherein i just ignore the people i don't have any business with. since there's a LOT of backlogs from last year we are currently working our ass off to at least meet the deadlines given to us. i soooo hate filing but then again i chose this work so there. the people are nice... well, i'm still not in the position to really know that... what with? one week of working with them... i don't think so! will keep you posted whether i like them or not.

but speaking of my new officemates... all i could say is that "it's such a small world after all". imagine my surprise when i finally recognized somebody from my not-so-distant-past. not that she knew me before... just hearing her name made me remember stuff that i would rather not remember anymore. but that's life for me... totally ironic to say the least!

HOME - still adjusting to the fact that i now live with both of my parents (again). i think it's a good thing though... also haven't made any friends yet. dunno if i wanted to have friends around the neighborhood though. saw one cute guy the other night and is currently thinking if he is worth the effort to get to know... hmmm, i just might!

LOVELIFE - inactive to say the least! haven't met that someone who could set my heart thumping erratically and make me believe (again) in "happily ever afters". well, i'm not really looking though. i still believe that whoever he is, i would definitely know.

side comment: was enjoying a foot spa somewhere when a "manghuhula" came into the spa. tried out her services and guess what? about 70% of what she told me was true. at least the part where she told me of my past. the funny thing is she told me that i'll get married this year! with somebody i already know. hahaha... wala pa nga akong bf ngayon, mag-aasawa na ako agad. tama ba naman yun! of well, just had fun with it though. oh and i got to ask three questions and let's just say that all the "answers" were positive. what are those questions? that i get to keep to myself!

i'd better log-off now. getting hungry na kasi... well, there goes my diet! oh well, there's still time to start again with my on-off diet thingee!
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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more