Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Monday, November 14, 2005
Halo-Halo
Out of Reach
by: Gabrielle
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
Was trying to put myself to sleep when that song played... It was just then that I FINALLY realized what I've been trying NOT recognize for such the longest time. And ever since I finally admitted that fact, I'm finally free. No more sleepless days for me now... Hopefully. I just wish I won't make the same mistake again.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed...
I feel such a bad "blogger". No updates for soooo long now. Many events passed by but I still wasn't able to update this sorry space. My only excuse is that I've been kept very busy by Okasyon et al. There's just so many things to do and deadlines to meet. And maybe my diet's causing my brain cells to go on strike. Thus the lack of drive to write anything substantial.
Moving on...
As the "Brat" announced, I celebrated my birthday last month. Nothing much happened though. Celebrated with my family. It's just that my bro wasn't able to make it. Haaay, dunno if it's really something about school or if it has something to do with that girl. Hope it's not the later! Or else... What? Well, let's just say that I'm not that fond of her - meaning her current gf. I know that it's none of business but I can't help the way I feel about her. It's kinda a case of "dislike at first sight". Don't ask me why though 'coz I definitely can't give a valid answer.
Then we changed schedules here at work... And since I have a loser SA I got the 12am to 9am shift! What the f**k?!!! Let's just say I'm not happy with this schedule... 'Nuff said!
I'm tired... Yet again! So I'm gettin' out of here...
by: Gabrielle
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
Was trying to put myself to sleep when that song played... It was just then that I FINALLY realized what I've been trying NOT recognize for such the longest time. And ever since I finally admitted that fact, I'm finally free. No more sleepless days for me now... Hopefully. I just wish I won't make the same mistake again.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed...
I feel such a bad "blogger". No updates for soooo long now. Many events passed by but I still wasn't able to update this sorry space. My only excuse is that I've been kept very busy by Okasyon et al. There's just so many things to do and deadlines to meet. And maybe my diet's causing my brain cells to go on strike. Thus the lack of drive to write anything substantial.
Moving on...
As the "Brat" announced, I celebrated my birthday last month. Nothing much happened though. Celebrated with my family. It's just that my bro wasn't able to make it. Haaay, dunno if it's really something about school or if it has something to do with that girl. Hope it's not the later! Or else... What? Well, let's just say that I'm not that fond of her - meaning her current gf. I know that it's none of business but I can't help the way I feel about her. It's kinda a case of "dislike at first sight". Don't ask me why though 'coz I definitely can't give a valid answer.
Then we changed schedules here at work... And since I have a loser SA I got the 12am to 9am shift! What the f**k?!!! Let's just say I'm not happy with this schedule... 'Nuff said!
I'm tired... Yet again! So I'm gettin' out of here...
lizzieloves, 9:36:00 AM
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Sunday, November 06, 2005
Updates?
Even though I have a lot of stuff to blog about... I'm not in the mood to write anything down. Some other time perhaps... Just feelin' so laaaazy!!! I think, I'm beginning to hate this new shift... Or maybe it's the job...
lizzieloves, 8:47:00 AM
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