Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

lazy me...

i haven't updated this yet because i'm toooo lazy to write anything... being on the email team sucks... i'm so drained from thinking the right responses to those f*****g emails... some people just sucks... of course i know... i'm one of them!!!

but since i'm already here... just wanna say:



(as if naman madami ang nakakakita ng log na ito... so to Cai, that's for you girl... miss yah!)

Monday, February 14, 2005

The V-Day

So it's Valentines Day... just another ordinary day for me... but wait, somebody called to greet me a Happy Valentines Day! Is this for real? Yeah it is...

Will somebody wipe this silly grin of my face?

Friday, February 11, 2005

In Limbo...

I think, I'm being dumped, slowly but surely!!!

Friday, February 04, 2005

I DO NOT KNOW!!!

Friends have been asking me if me and Arbern are back together again... Well, the answer is NO. I don't even know what to do in regards to that. I still haven't decided yet and I frankly don't wanna decide right now.

My mind's a mess... actually my life's a mess right now. I do not know what I want to do, in general. Seems like my whole life is being affected by that very "untimely" decision. Well, I never did plan on breaking up with Arbern, this I know for sure. I guess, he did plan on "forgetting" (AGAIN) the number of years we've been together - Yes, bitter po talaga ako about that! I guess, he also did not mean for me to see that message, which he immediately deleted, from that GIRL (who that girl is, I really don't wanna know!) after being happy together. And I'm sure that he also didn't meant to be sooooo insensitive after all this time.

Yeah right Elizabeth, keep on making excuses for him! I just wonder, when will I ever get tired of thinking that I'm REALLY okay with our present situation? Or more to the point, when will I ever let go of this relationship that has been such a big impact on everyday life? Am I just holding on for the sake of familiarity? Or, am I just afraid to find out that I just a made a big mistake and HE is truly the one that I really want to spend the rest of my life with.

Good job! I just made my life more complicated by asking those questions. Questions that I have been avoiding for quite some time now. Wish me goodluck guys! Hopefully, I still could get some sleep without being bugged by those questions.
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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more