Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Monday, January 31, 2005
To You...
Even though we're not that okay, actually if I need to be honest, i'll say that we are NOT okay. But then again, I'm still in love with him... There, I've admitted it na since I'm being honest and all na rin naman.
lizzieloves, 10:04:00 PM
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Monday, January 24, 2005
Being SINGLE means that...
...I could now go out without letting anobody know where I will be at a certain day (except for my parents).
...I now won't feel guilty when meeting up with my guy friends.
...I do not have to allocate my meager PTO's for his R and R schedule.
...I do not need to wait for 3 to 6 months before seeing that somebody.
...I do not have to send those requisite good mornings and good night text messages.
...I don't have to go to the airport and bus terminals to say goodbye.
...I wont be worrying about going to a far flung area just to see somebody I love.
...I can spend all my money for my own shopping needs.
...I never have to worry about remembering the names and faces of his friends and mistahs.
...I do not have to check an email address just to keep it active.
...I could now leave my cellphone in peace without worrying that I'm gonna miss a call or not be able to reply to a message as soon as I receive it.
...I only have to think of what I want to do and not ask for another person's opinion.
...I do not have to travel for 12 hours just to visit his place.
...I do not have to go to Baguio for his mistah's wedding or his class reunion if I don't want to.
...I do not have to worry about our nation's state of security.
...I will not worry about missing an anniversarry.
...I do not have to look for an appropriate gift for special occassions.
...I don't have to send any "care packages" through LBC.
...my 300 pesos load on my cellphone will now be able to last the whole month.
...I'll only be buying prepaid credits for my own consumption.
...I could now erase the "This I Promise You" ringing tone in my phone.
...I won't be saying I Love You's and I Miss You's over the phone.
...I do not have anybody to call "baby" anymore.
...February 24 is just another day.
lizzieloves, 7:21:00 AM
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
Crying Time
Let me say I love you for the last time
Let me give you this one last kiss
Let me give you this one last look for me to keep
I promise not to bother you ever again
Just let me do those things first...
I'm also gonna cry on my own
No need to bother you with my emotions
I'm crumbling inside
Dying without your touch
Trying hard not break down
lizzieloves, 3:40:00 PM
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Monday, January 17, 2005
i HATE goodbyes...
"I wont be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I'm wasting
Trying to find a reason for
goodbye"
lizzieloves, 1:28:00 AM
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Sunday, January 16, 2005
A New Life
This is my first day at work... What I meant was, this would be my first day as an "email" agent for our team. This would also be my first day in my new schedule. My schedule actually sucks... I suck for getting the last priority for the sked bid!!! But at least I didn't get the 2pm shift, that would be infinitely worst for me. At least now, I do not have to use my PTO just to attend our monthly meetings for the biz, thank God for small miracles!
Speaking of PTO's, it's only January and it seems like I'll be using 6 of those 20 PTO's already! Bad Elizabeth!!! Not that I was forced to use them yah know. At least I get to spend "quality" time with my baby... Hmmm, just hope it was also time well spent for him.
lizzieloves, 10:28:00 PM
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Monday, January 10, 2005
Thoughts...Thoughts...Thoughts...
2004 taught me to that...
...I'm not always in control, even though I sometimes fool myself in believing that I control all the aspects in my life.
...I could get by just 2 hours of sleep.
...nothing could replace the sleep you get at night.
...smoking is BAD for my health.
...there really are no holidays.
...sometimes you just have to learn to read between the lines and not take things as it is.
...promises are meant to be broken.
...there are things you are better off not knowing.
...thinking too much will just make you paranoid.
...I'm really a masochist in disguise.
...I could be a B-I-T-C-H to the nth degree.
...loving somebody takes a LOT of courage and trust to work.
...sometimes you just have to suck it up and then let it be.
...I could still make new friends even though I promised myself to stay away from "friend-commitmnets".
...old friends are very important because they keep your feet on the ground.
...I really love McDonalds Strawberry Float.
...I could write a blog and also let other people read my thoughts.
...there is such a thing as luck.
...you really need to just believe in yourself and to hell with what other people says.
...I love my bro even though he annoys me like hell.
...my world revolves around a certain person at times.
...I am a pathetic person...and always will be.
WELCOME TO MY LIFE
lizzieloves, 3:55:00 PM
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
Insensitive!
Things are not always what it seems to be. Couldn't you just learn to read between the lines...
I'm getting tired of this... This cycle just never stops... When will I ever learn?
lizzieloves, 3:02:00 AM
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
New Year Resolutions? Duh!!!
Nope, no New Year resolutions this time around... Just a heartfelt wish that everything's gonna be alright this year...
lizzieloves, 10:29:00 PM
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NEW YEAR BLUES!!!
It's New Year's eve and I'm stuck here at the office taking these f*****g phone calls! I'm tired and I'm so sleepy... I wanna go home and just sleep! I don't have the energy to think of a decent thing to write here.
It sucks to be me right now...
lizzieloves, 2:51:00 AM
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