Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Should I?

Dunno if what I'm about to do would do me any good... In fairness, that "kilig" feeling is still there. But I'm really having mixed feelings about this thing. There's just too much expectations and I don't know if we're gonna measure up. Besides, we'll be playing in a different level now. No more easy way out for us. It's either we move up to the next level or it's game over for both us.

I must admit that what we had before is something I'm gonna treasure forever. But I think that's only possible if we'll just remain as friends. There's too much history between us and I don't wanna risk the doubts that will inevitably come if we get involved in a different way.

So what am I sayin'? Well for now, I just wanna be friends with you. Please do not make me admit that all I wanted from you (even from the start) is just friendship.

Oh hell... I feel like crap! I know that it's my fault for making you think that way. I need time to think and analyze the situation you're "forcing" us to be in. Let me just be your shoulder to cry on for now... But other than that, and I'm sorry to say this, you're on your own.

lizzieloves, 1:44:00 AM

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2 words my favorite friend ...
MOVE ON!

Anonymous, at 16/9/05 6:53 AM

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For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more