Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Needed to write something... Wanna write something. Just can't organize my thoughts though. Still trying anyway...

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Another loooong day for me... Staying here at the office waiting for the sun to come up. Why? 'Coz I'm a wimp. Just can't bring myself to ride those damn busses! Everytime I was forced to ride those things, I always felt like we're gonna crash or I'll end up flat on my face when it's time to go down. You know, the drivers just coudn't bring themselves to step on the brakes for a good amount of time when a passenger wanna go down their busses. Always felt like kissing the ground whenever I have successfully alighted from those damn things 'coz I'm finally on solid ground!


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Been feeling moody for quite some time now. Happy, sad, hopeful, desperate, contented, depresed, ambivalent, excited, optimistic... and the list goes on. I wanna stay happy for at least 3 days in a row... and that would be an achievement for me.


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Read this book about two months ago and I could say that the things written there are stuff I already know. So, it's actually a waste of money. It never did gave me a new idea on how to get over the somebody I wanna forget. Booooo! Oh well, deep down I know that it's gonna be crap but when you're feelin' down you just don't think straight, right? Hence, all the wrong decisions bein' made.



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Can relate to this quote that I got when surfing the net:

You told me to go look for happiness and bring some back when I found it. But you can't bank happiness. You can't keep it for when you need it and you cannot give to someone else simply by having it yourself.

For the full story, click here.


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And finally, another Kelly Clarkson song... I promise to buy her cd na talaga.

Gone
by: Kelly Clarkson

What you see's not what you get
With you, there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there

Your eyes, they sparkled
That’s all changed into lies
That drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered, never open
Nothing matters when you're broken
That was me, whenever I was with you
Always ending, always over
Back and forth, up and down, like a roller coaster
I am breaking that habit today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hit and walk away
Cause I'm gone
Doesn’t matter what you do
It’s what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on


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Hahahaha! Another "moving-on" song for my little collection...


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Oh and before I forget... Just heard from Rosey that she's already planning her wedding. Dunno if I'm only halucinating or am I really hearing a clock ticking slowly somewhere. But I'm definitely happy for her, no question about that. Just not sure about her other news though...


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I may not be able to meet you ever again... But I'm still wishing you a Happy Birthday. I'm just sorry that I had to feel this way with you... I was comfortable then, but now it's different. I guess I just grew up.



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