Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Bitter Po Ako, Pakialam Mo?!!!

Ang Pag-Ibig kong Ito
Moonstar88

Umiiyak ang aking pusong nagdurusa
Ngunit ayokong may makakita
Kahit anong sakit ang aking naranasan
'Yan ay ayokong kanyang malaman
Mga araw na nagdaan,
kailanma'y hindi malilimutan
Kay tamis na raw ng pagmamahalan
Ang akala ko'y walang hangganan
Ang pag-ibig kong ito
Luha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa'yo
Kaya't sa Maykapal
Tuwina'y dalangin ko
Sana'y...
Kapalaran ko ay magbago


Bakit nga kaya ganun? Kung sino pa ang taong wala namang karapatang magloko, sila pa ang may lakas ng loob na mangloko ng kapwa nila? Sana maging masaya kayo... Sana hindi nyo maramdaman ang naramdaman ko ng malaman ko na niloloko nya lang pala ako. Syet na buhay ito - kung sino pa ang taong minahal ko ng todo siya pa ang magpapaiyak sa akin ng sobra-sobra. Kakapagod ng umiyak, nahihiya na ako sa sarili ko kasi ang tanga-tanga ko. Hindi ko naisip na wala talagang taong puwede mong pagkatiwalaan ng buong-buo. Kapareho ka lang pala ng mga ibang lalaki, hindi marunong makuntento sa meron na sila. Ang mali ko lang, minahal kita. Nakalimutan ko na pwede akong masaktan ng ganito dahil sa iyo.

Tama na yung limang taon ng pagiging tanga ko para sa iyo. Letseng relasyon kasi yan eh! Kaya ngayon, hindi na ako magmahal ng ganung katindi. Hindi na ulit ako magtitiwala ng lubusan sa isang taong hindi ko naman talaga nakilala ang buong pagkatao. Bitter na kung bitter, pero hindi na talaga mauulit.

P.S.
Bayaan nyo na ako, nakalimutan ko rin kasing magalit nung mga oras na yun. kaya ngayon ko lang nailalabas lahat. Pero sana, hindi na lang kita makita ulit, baka magpaka-gaga ako ulit ng dahil lang sa iyo.

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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more