Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

NUMB

I've been taking pain killers like there's no tomorrow because of a bum tooth (to hell with dentists... yup i'm deathly afraid of them!!!). However, I was hoping that the pill could also make my feelings numb from the constant onslaught of painful thoughts even for just an hour each day. 'Coz it seems like I've forgotten how it feels to be really happy and free.

Hopefully my one day rest day could give me time to get a new a perspective of this whole situation. One good thing about the passage of time is that I'm feeling resigned and is slowly beginning to accept over the whole situation. Hopefully, I could also start anew...

P.S.
Should I just rename my blog to "The Pathetic Heartbreak Diary of A Pathetic Girl?" Whatcha think Cai?

lizzieloves, 6:37:00 AM

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For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more