Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Ms. Pathetic

Am I being pathetic or am I being pathetic? I could now hear Cai on the background: "Who's bitter and pathetic now". But I beg to disagree -- I may be pathetic but I'm definitely not bitter. Besides, I really do not have any valid reason to be bitter anyway. Just a wee bit hurt... okay so I'm lying! I am hurt... BIG TIME! Part of the reason why I'm feeling this way is because I'm thoroughly confused of what's happening with my life. I just can't understand why it had come to this point. It's such a confusing mess and I can't seem to pick up all the pieces and put it back the way it was before. Is there still a chance for us to make things right? Or do we just give up and move on?

I have so many things to ask you but I don't think I would ever get the chance to ask them. It's so sad that things got this bad when they were so good before...

You looked inside my fantasies and made each one come true, something no one else had ever found a way to do. I've kept the mem'ries one by one, since you took me in and I know I'll never love this way again. I know I'll never love this way again, so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone. I know I'll never love this way again, hold on, hold on, hold on. A fool will lose tomorrow reaching back for yesterday I won't turn my head in sorrow if you should go away. I'll stand here and remember just how good it's been, and I know I'll never love this way again.

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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more