Am I being pathetic or am I being pathetic? I could now hear Cai on the background: "Who's bitter and pathetic now". But I beg to disagree -- I may be pathetic but I'm definitely not bitter. Besides, I really do not have any valid reason to be bitter anyway. Just a wee bit hurt... okay so I'm lying! I am hurt... BIG TIME! Part of the reason why I'm feeling this way is because I'm thoroughly confused of what's happening with my life. I just can't understand why it had come to this point. It's such a confusing mess and I can't seem to pick up all the pieces and put it back the way it was before. Is there still a chance for us to make things right? Or do we just give up and move on?
I have so many things to ask you but I don't think I would ever get the chance to ask them. It's so sad that things got this bad when they were so good before...