Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Okasyon et al.

That's the name of the small business we're trying to build... We, meaning Lyn, Case, Weng, Maricel, Amber, Anna, Katz and myself. So far, we've finally decided on a name (that was such a long process, mind you!) and if we would need a bit of help from experts. But since we're still starting out, we have decided to just try to do this on our own, or until we have enough capital to hire "experts".

I never thought that meeting these people would bring a whole new perspective in my life. At least now, a part of my earning is going somewhere and not just being spent (by me, of course) because of my whims. To think, I met Lyn through the KG's egroup site. I just hope we make it big time... But then again, why just hope? We do believe that we will definitely hit it big!!! Right guys?!!!

Let me tell yah all a little bit of history regarding this "little" project of ours... It all started with an sms message from Lyn. I being me, did not immediately responded thinking this is still connected with FQ. But since my parents thought me a bit of manners, I still responded - the next day. Then we met up and she finally discussed the details... which I obviously liked 'coz I'll never commit myself in something I didn't like (obvious ba?). That started it all, we hooked up with the other members, and thank god we liked each other enough to continue with the business.

It's really kinda funny how we managed to come up with that group. I still think it's because of one common denominator, the military... We just happen to love somebody from that field. Uh-huh, hilarious as it may sound but I do love somebody from that field. But let's not go back to "that" again. I'm finished being pathetic at the time being.



Sunday, November 14, 2004

Some Revelations...

Love Doesn't Hurt Have To Hurt

I learned a lesson in my life
But I learned it the hard wayI
don't know why I used to fall in love
With the wrong kind

Then I suffer so much pain
But I only had myself to blame maybe you came
In the nick of time to show me

Love shouldn't have to hurt
To feel good
It's such a revelation
With you I can be myself
I know it should
Don't have to cry
Don't have to fight
Don't have to die
Night after night
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn't have to hurt to feel good

Darling now it seems to me
Like I've always known you
But I still shudder
When I think back
On the lonely times

I used to keep all my feelings inside
From your eyes I have nothing to hide
Baby you came
In the nick of time to show me

Love doesn't have to hurt
To feel good
It's such a revelation
With you I can be myself
And I know it should
Don't have to cry
Don't have to fight
Don't have to die
Night after night
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn't have to hurt to feel good

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Baby

Lying here byside you
Feels so fine
Talking about everything in this heart of mine

Love doesn't have to hurt
To feel good
It's such a revelation
With you I can be myself
And I know it should
Don't have to cry
Don't have to fight
And in your arms
Night after night
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn't have to hurt to feel good
Thank you baby, thank you baby


If You Come To Me

So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through all my life
I never thought I'd had somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Hey babe, don't you know?
You gotta, slow down, before you know
You're gonna, break down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be, a little, helpful
When you think of me
A little, careful, when you're close to me
'Cos baby, I loved you from the start

Maybe if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel
I love you

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day, all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

***if you wanna listen to these songs, click here

So what brought me look for these songs? Let me think ........... Actually, I've been listening to the radio almost everyday before I drift of to dreamland and I've been hearing these songs, which, if I have to be honest liked a lot. It also makes me miss mah baby a lot! And, I do miss him so much. This may also be the reason why I never felt like blogging these past few days. So if there's somebody to blame why I it was only now that I'm writing something substancial, blame this guy:


Friday, November 12, 2004

Calls, Calls, and more Calls!!!

Nalulunod na po ako sa calls dito... Ayoko na!!!

"Hi my name is Beth. Could I please have your domain name or your UserID?........"

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Nothingness

I really do not have anything to write here... Why? I don't know. I just feel sooo tired these past few days. Then to top it all off... my baby's on an operation. Kaya eto, super worried ulit!!!

Hopefully, the next few days would give me sothing to write about... maybe.
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        Dont Love You No More

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        For all the years that I've known you baby
        I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
        (didn't you say)
        If there's a problem we should work it out
        So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
        Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
        (tell me)
        Ok I know I was late again
        I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
        But why are you making this drag on so long
        (i wanna know)
        I'm sick and tired of this silly games
        (silly games)
        Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
        It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        I know that I made a few mistakes
        But never thought that things would turn out this way
        Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
        (I see it all so clearly)
        Me at the door with you inner state
        (inner state)
        Giving my reasons but as you look away
        I can see a tear roll down your face
        That's when you turned and said to me
        I don't care babe who's right or wrong
        I just don't love you no more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more


        Don't say those words it's so hard
        They turn my whole world upside down
        Girl you caught me completely off guard
        On the night you said to me
        I just don't love you more.


        Rain outside my window pouring down
        What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
        Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
        Now it's, too late, to turn it around
        I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
        I guess this time it really is goodbye
        You made it clear when you said
        I just don't love you no more