Okay, so I'm missing Arbern so much again (so what's new in Lizzie's land?). He went back to his post again last Sept. 29 and I'm beginning to hate airports. As much as I don't wanna say the phrase "goodbye, 'tll we meet again baby", I have to. It's not as if I could do something about his job so I might as well try to accept the fact that we would always have that "hello, goodbye" scene. I admit that until now I still can't (or wont) accept that part of our relationship. I always say that I was never the possesive kind of gal but why am I always wishing for him not to go...? Will I ever grasp the concept of him leaving me for his job? Could I still manage to hold on?
Too many questions left unanswered, when would I find the answers? Soon (I hope).