Am I supposed to feel bad? Do I now have the right to be paranoid? That someone broke his "promise" again... I was soooo hoping pa naman. I don't know when I'll ever learn to accept the fact that he would never be "on time"... I should stop these thoughts, I never intended to examine my feelings 'coz I know that it would just make me feel miserable. I'm not yet ready to face this, maybe at some point I would really need to face the facts, but not now.
the distance is too wide
the silence is too deafening
the cold is too much to bear
the hurting seems to never stop
but why can't i let you go
cant stop loving you...