Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Nuances

This day actually a lot of little nuances in my life. One is the fact that I just got my 5th month appraisal. This appraisal could change the way I live my life because it would be the basis of HR if they would regularize me or not. I'm praying that they would regularize me because I do need to have a job right now. It's was never my dream to be jobless and useless. Another thing that I just got wind of today is the "behavior" of one of my batch mates here in PS. I'm not gonna name names because what I found is not my assessment of her. Of course I just got this tidbit of information through a third party and that itself should make me wary if this is indeed true. So, as for this matter, I plan to hold my comments and then just find out for myself if this is indeed true. Then, another fact that I just came upon recently is the ongoing "set-up" at my cousin's house. I also got this through a third party but I'm willing to bet that this is true. Actually, I do not care that much about the other things that was mentioned but I'm just concerned about one thing - I do hope that this is not true because I do not want to tell my parents about this. They do not need to know because this could just bring them unnecessary woes, so I do not plan to pass on this news to them anywhere near the future.

lizzieloves, 6:38:00 AM

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For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more