Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Vague thoughts...!
I just want to put a quick note in here before I go home (obviously I do not have work right now that's why I wasn't able to put any entries in here). I just met up w/ my cousin, Michelle, and we kind of got to talking about weddings, mine and hers to be precise. We realized that we are actually getting older and is thus finding the need to get married... Hmmm, does that make sense?!
Anyways, this "getting married" thing has definitely been on mind this past few weeks! I'm still not sure if I'm willing to get married next year (just like what Arbern is suggesting). But you know what, I think the real reason I am still not sure about the whole things is because I still think Arbern is still not 100% sure about the idea! There, I have finally gotten that out!!! There is still a little doubt in the back of mind that Arbern may also not be as "sold-out" to the idea of marriage. So how did I ever thought about that idea?! I really don't know where that thought really came from... I'm just trying to voice out the thought that is making the rounds in my mind at the moment, or else I would never have a good night sleep!
Oh yeah, I'm kinda happy right now, or at least last sunday. I finally got rid of "that" little problem of mine. Hehehe! At least now, I do not have to add "that" to all the things that's been on my chaotic and confused mind! So what the hell is that problem you ask? Never mind the answer... The important thing is the result, or what happened last sunday!
I gotta go... Try to have a good night sleep. Hopefully no interuptions this time. But I do hope Arbern would find the time to communicate to me. I'm missing him so much, so much so that I'm willing to sacrifice my sleep just to read a message from him (how pathetic could I get?!!)
Anyways, this "getting married" thing has definitely been on mind this past few weeks! I'm still not sure if I'm willing to get married next year (just like what Arbern is suggesting). But you know what, I think the real reason I am still not sure about the whole things is because I still think Arbern is still not 100% sure about the idea! There, I have finally gotten that out!!! There is still a little doubt in the back of mind that Arbern may also not be as "sold-out" to the idea of marriage. So how did I ever thought about that idea?! I really don't know where that thought really came from... I'm just trying to voice out the thought that is making the rounds in my mind at the moment, or else I would never have a good night sleep!
Oh yeah, I'm kinda happy right now, or at least last sunday. I finally got rid of "that" little problem of mine. Hehehe! At least now, I do not have to add "that" to all the things that's been on my chaotic and confused mind! So what the hell is that problem you ask? Never mind the answer... The important thing is the result, or what happened last sunday!
I gotta go... Try to have a good night sleep. Hopefully no interuptions this time. But I do hope Arbern would find the time to communicate to me. I'm missing him so much, so much so that I'm willing to sacrifice my sleep just to read a message from him (how pathetic could I get?!!)
lizzieloves, 9:37:00 PM
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