Wonderings of an Aimless Mind

Finally, the end of my workweek! I am so looking forward to my rest days... just imagine 3 whole days of just lying around and doing nothing. Hmmm, I'm definitely going to sleep off the whole day tomorrow, try to catch up with my sleep for the past 4 days! I just don't know why I just cant get at least 7 hours of sleep every time I have to go to work. Talk about being ironic, your brain and body tells you that you have to get enough rest before going to work but Mr. Sandman is definitely not cooperating. I am always at the verge of crying because I was unable to sleep properly, always having a hard time falling asleep and staying asleep for at least 4 hours straight. I actually just reverted my sleeping pattern - when compared to the time when I was still working the so-called "regular" office hour shift. So what I'm trying to say here is that my switching jobs really did not help me in any way to improve my sleeping abilities. My only consolation is that I now have enough money to support myself and my so-called luxuries in life! That itself should be good enough for me, right?

By the way, we had an unexpected visitor early this morning at our house. Daniel, the son of my godfather who is currently based in Saudi Arabia dropped by to say hello. It was unexpected because just this week, me and my parents were talking about them and my parents partly complaining that they never did make the effort to know how we are doing. So imagine the surprise of my dad when they came knocking on our door this morning. At least, that was one bright spot to the day of my dad aside from the fact that it is a saturday - meaning mahjong day at the house of my cousins. I am not sure if I like their sessions every week. My dad tells me that it is the only way he relaxes. Oh well, I'll just let him be at the moment. I just hate the part where in they would still argue about what happened during their sessions, especially if he was not lucky that day.

Enough of that! Forgive me if I am like this about the "mahjong topic", it's just that I am always unlucky whenever I play that game. Basically, I'm just sour-graping 'coz I always suck when I play that sort of game! Hehehe!!!

Oh yeah, one more thing, I just told my friends that I am now like them - "blogging" their way through the end of their shifts. And to be honest, I am now quite addicted to this stuff! It is fun, really! I just get kinda shy when people are taking their lunch and have a clear view of what I am doing while not taking calls. I'm still not ready to have anybody read any of the things I have written here - well not at the time being anyway.