Wonderings of an Aimless Mind
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Firstie...
Hmmm, what should I say?! Actually, this would be my first time to make an entry here... still feeling lost (kinda). Anyways, just bear with me for a moment while I gather my thoughts. But then again, this is a my diary (or blog), meaning my "own personal space" so I guess I am allowed to write whatever thoughts I have at the moment. Right?!
So here goes
So far, I am feeling a bit stressed out lately. There's a little something at the back of my mind that has been nagging me for almost 5 days now. What is it? I'll just keep it to myself for the meantime. I'm still on the "denial phase" myself and still haven't had the guts to admit, even to myself, that there could be a problem. Anyways, I'm giving mysel at least 3 more days to finally face this issue. I just hope that before that deadline comes, I'm back to my "old" self again.
Reasons for starting this diary:
I. Ease my boredom
- Now I know the feeling of not doing anything but still having to wait for the time. I need to have something to do, something to keep my mind sane, productive and happy! I have to have something to keep me busy. I really do not like the feeling of boredom, it gets into my nerves because with boredom I feel helpless. Does that make any sense? For me, it does.
II. A space to let out my feelings
- It's not that I don't have friends or anything but there are still some things a gal wants to keep to herself. Besides, since I have this much time on my hands and nobody to talk to its logical to just have my thoughts writtenn down. A good way of releasing my hidden feelings of happiness, sadness, frustration, jealousy and anything in between. I also don't wanna disturb my friends everytime I need somebody to listen to my thoughts because really, there are just times when I just want to express what I am feeling and not be bothered by what others would say.
III. Just be me
- 'nuff said!
So here goes
So far, I am feeling a bit stressed out lately. There's a little something at the back of my mind that has been nagging me for almost 5 days now. What is it? I'll just keep it to myself for the meantime. I'm still on the "denial phase" myself and still haven't had the guts to admit, even to myself, that there could be a problem. Anyways, I'm giving mysel at least 3 more days to finally face this issue. I just hope that before that deadline comes, I'm back to my "old" self again.
Reasons for starting this diary:
I. Ease my boredom
- Now I know the feeling of not doing anything but still having to wait for the time. I need to have something to do, something to keep my mind sane, productive and happy! I have to have something to keep me busy. I really do not like the feeling of boredom, it gets into my nerves because with boredom I feel helpless. Does that make any sense? For me, it does.
II. A space to let out my feelings
- It's not that I don't have friends or anything but there are still some things a gal wants to keep to herself. Besides, since I have this much time on my hands and nobody to talk to its logical to just have my thoughts writtenn down. A good way of releasing my hidden feelings of happiness, sadness, frustration, jealousy and anything in between. I also don't wanna disturb my friends everytime I need somebody to listen to my thoughts because really, there are just times when I just want to express what I am feeling and not be bothered by what others would say.
III. Just be me
- 'nuff said!
lizzieloves, 8:58:00 PM
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